hey EM, thanks, really. I was so sick I barely ate, boy that's a first one! well, that's how I lost 13lbs in 2wks when H left, the new fad diet!... yea right.
Reading the board has calmed me down some, but another thing died in me, the resolve to be his cute little charming wife, trying to do anything to please him. I'll do more things that make me happy, I'm still giving way more than I should, taking so many loads off his shoulders.
If he wants this marriage back he'll have to win me back too, I swear, if by the end of next summer this is still a loveless marriage I'm outa here. Not much encouragement to many here who are still waiting for their 2nd chance, but man, somedays I just can't keep running on empty.
Be not afraid...I will repay you for the years the locusts have eaten Joel2
30something 2kids survivor of S, MLC, A, D I have peace in my heart, at last.
