Just found out H sent flowers to OP AFTER he moved

[cat03]

thank you guys, only you would understand.

JAG, yes, you are right, he had no freaking clue what it would do to me if I found out, well, it's time he knew.
Evolving, I can't shup up, it's eating me inside, the knowledge that even though he said they didnt' end it right he STILL splurged on her, I dont know, for whatever it counts he did that before I found out about her and he told me it was over and he never contact her. I used to snoop his phone and never saw anything suspicious.

Talk me down guys, I have a mind to go to his room where he keeps all the stuff and sell whatever I find that's of value that's worth anything, I'm loosing it big time . Just when I thought I was completely over that pain this is a fresh stab. I'm thinking of telling him to pack off if he still wants her in his life in any way, telling him how this time if she rejects him I won't take him back, that she must've gotten a good laugh at my expence "oh, he's back/w her and he sends me flowers) ARGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHH
This are things I want to tell him but I wont, just have to vent now. The best I can do is confront him in a civil way, guys, that's the best I can do, I will keep adjetives such as "whore" away from my convo, I will try at least

Did I mention I found out while paying for HIS cc online, and I happen to pay 60$, all we can afford now, and that I just paid for that whore's flowers???

Thanks for being a listening ears to my ravings, and of course, it's the time of the month when my hormones are shooting up the roof, sorry fot the TMI guys, but I get so emotional around this time.