Been there, done that and am currently going through it again.
That's the thing I hate the most and I will run as long as I can to keep from crying.
That'll be right up until my head hits the pillow again tonight where I will cry myself to sleep.
I laid on the couch the other night watching tv and tears were just pouring down my face. I never made a sound. I can't even tell you what I was watching on TV because in my head I was only watching my marriage slip right through my hands.
THAT is BY FAR the WORST part of this NO MATTER which side of the fence you are on.
But Emily, this is where you're learning and growing.
