Well I'm still here I might be laying flat on my back trying to catch my breath . . BUT I'M HERE!
I'm ready to pick up and move on.
But what you Amy and RB and StevieRay . . . must have registered somewhere . . . because I'm ready to wait.
It'll be tough . . because I have a feeling things will come to a real head after the support conference on the 11.
I thinks that's probably why all this happened this weekend in the first place.
But the way I see it is "If he's "man" enough to make these kids . . he damn well should be man enough to take care of them in some way shape or form."
Am I right??

So right now I am trying to find a Detached but Not Done point.
I detached alright enough that I wanted his truck to blow up with him in it . . . hee hee
anywho . . .
I'm looking for that line Amy.
I'm not done.
I'm not letting him off the hook . . I'm not going to give him the chance to play the victim and paint me as bad guy . . which is EXACTLY what he'll try.

Thank God for peace and small miracles.

I'd appreciate any and all advice on how I should go forward from here.
Thanks All!
Hope you are well.