Quote: If you don't want to be with him or if your marriage isn't worth saving then why are you letting him get to you like you are?
Because I did LOVE him VERY much . . . I gave him my all. Even after everything I stuck around and tried to make it work. Hence I came here. Also because I feel like I've landed the worst jail sentence you can get. . I mean 19 years of uncomfortable contact with a person who I loved sooo much. 19 years of him being in my life through my children, I will always have to remember all of this because it will always being staring at me through their beautiful faces . . . and it's all because of him. These are the choices he has made . . I feel like I am left cleaning up his mess.
