Quote: No one said I was going to run right out and find a new man to try and dull the pain. If it happens great.
You've said as much on several occasions. You "need" the sex, and you "need" the affirmation that you're a good and lovable person. You wrote this just a couple of days ago:
Quote: I guess I hate that I am just waiting for him and I can't even go on a date or anything . . . is it making sense?
Emily, just a couple of days ago you were desperately hoping that your H would come to visit so that you could try to start working on your marriage with him. Now that he didn't come, you're ready to "close the book."
Stop the drama, Emily. Stop making choices based on temporary moments of emotion.
The LORD is near to all who call on him, to all who call on him in truth." (Psalm 145:18)
