Emily, I am not going to pussyfoot around with you and you damn well know it.
Cut and run if you are so inclined but AS someone that ran for years UP TO AND ALL THE WAY THROUGH a MLC, I'm telling you you will not outrun this, your issues are deeper than Kevin. Hell they are why you MARRIED Kevin!
One day, a few years up the road, when life has delivered another punch in your gut, you're going to be standing and looking at yourself in the mirror and every damn thing you THINK you are walking away from now is going to be looking right back at you.
Deal with this now, Emily.
You'll never outrun it and the wolves will always be at your door.