Go ahead, Emily. Find another man who will temporarily ease the pain and start this cycle all over again. We'll see you here again, though, because you'll still have the same issues and it will happen all over again.
You can't run from reality, Emily. You've got to face it. If you try to run, it'll catch up to you anyway.
Bye.
The LORD is near to all who call on him, to all who call on him in truth." (Psalm 145:18)