This broke me today . . .

Quote:

Honey why are you calling me so late
It's kinda hard to talk right now
Honey why are you crying is everything okay
I gotta whisper cause I can't be too loud
Well, my girl's in the next room
Sometimes I wish she was you
I guess we never really moved on
It's really good to hear your voice saying my name
It sounds so sweet
Coming from the lips of an angel
Hearing those words it makes me weak
And I never wanna say goodbye
But girl you make it hard to be faithful
With the lips of an angel

It's funny that you're calling me tonight
And yes I've dreamt of you too
And does he know you're talking to me
Will it start a fight
No I don't think she has a clue
Well my girl's in the next room
Sometimes I wish she was you
I guess we never really moved on
It's really good to hear your voice saying my name
It sounds so sweet
Coming from the lips of an angel
Hearing those words it makes me weak
And I never wanna say goodbye
But girl you make it hard to be faithful
With the lips of an angel

It's really good to hear your voice saying my name
It sounds so sweet
Coming from the lips of an angel
Hearing those words it makes me weak
And I never wanna say goodbye
But girl you make it hard to be faithful
With the lips of an angel
(And I never wanna say goodbye)
But girl you make it hard to be faithful
With the lips of an angel
Honey why are you calling me so late

Lips of An Angel - Hinder





I BAWLED . . I thought my lungs were coming out. I litterally cried until I was puking.

I cannot fight this fight any longer.
I cried and cried and just kept saying, "I just want him to come back . . I don't want to hurt anymore." and I realized I don't have to hurt anymore.
Just once . . .I'll just cut him out of my life and the pain will only be once.
I just appologized to poor Felina over and over. I kept telling her I wanted him to come be with her and I wanted her to have the family I couldn't.
HE won't give that to her nor I. . .
I cannot continue this fight . . .
I am soo sorry if it chaps your ass or pisses you off . . . I am sorry for "failing" . . .
it all hurts too much.