Quote: Emily, everyone who reads this thread is puking right now. You don't want to be "in the running" for Kevin right now. That's disgusting. Nor do you wamt to file for D right now.
I ment out of the running as his wife. Not his lover. I did not mean this sexually.
I don't plan to file.
What I said was, "I wonder if he'll file for the D now?"
I almost feel like he was calling the other week just to make sure I am still hanging around waiting for him.
I wish I wasn't.
Quote: What you really want is to leave Kevin alone and keep him at arm's length to give him a chance to grow up and change.
I can only imagine how difficult that is for you. I know you are lonely. I'm lonely too. But it's the best thing for the long term.
No choice but to keep him farther away than that.
Like I said he changed his phone number. I have no way to contact him about anything.
The loneliness does hurt . . . I wonder what "the long term" holds. . . a D?
Why am I going to continue to hurt when it's headed there anyway?
Sorry Amy I don't remember what you wrote . . I'll have to post two seperate times . .
