Hi guys. Sorry I haven't been around . . . a friend came down so I wasn't bored after all.
So STILL no word from my H. So I just tried to give him a buzz (to find out if he was late getting home . . he was still in FL yesterday when we talked . . or so he says) BUT . . . his phone is "shut off" as in I get the message saying this user no longer has service.
SO . . . I am thinking he bailed again and even got his new phone (as he was planning to do with weekend anyway). So . . . now I really have no way to get a hold of him about anything. Not even related to the girls. What a wonderful father . . . I always knew he was a great husband *eye roll here* . . . but jeesh.
Yes . . I know I expected this . . .but it still put my stomach in a knot. How low. He calls and sweettalks . . even yesterday . . . and then he just changes his number and runs????? WTF???
Now I could be wrong . . and it could have gotten shut off and he isn't home yet . . but how should I know. How frustraighting . . . I feel like we were taking some real steps there for a minute and he turns tail again. At least I didn't have all my hopes and dreams in him again. Although I was looking forward to seeing him. I guess it could still happen. I guess only time will time. Until then . . . This is Emily . . upset but not crushed. A little heartbroken . . but not devastated. . . waiting for a good slap in the ole eye . . . from you AmyC. Love you all much! Thanks guys. I'll be around!
