Thanks Amy! I'm just going to see where the sitch takes itself today and tomorrow. Expectations are back at zero . . . Thank You God.
I am honestly expecting him to choose her over us once again . . so I guess maybe my expectations are sub zero. -100! LOL!
I feel good again today. HUNGRY . . but good. 10 hours left of my fast. I have to go to the bank .. but I'll be around more later! Hope you all are well.
All I can say girl is I am so proud of you. Keep being strong and anything is possible. Believe in your self you are becoming a really strong Woman.., God Bless...
4.5 hours left of my fast and I AM STARVING! LOL! Who knew . . .
Anywho . . . I got the papers I have been dreading today. . . My papers with the courtdate for child support. I was just hoping it would wait until my H and I were through this newest "tender" phase. Which means when he gets "home" tonight he'll have those same papers waiting. That oughta make him wanna run right up here to see me. Yeah. Anyway. No news from him today. . . he hasn't called. Not sure if he's trying to get back to PA and hasn't had time . . or if this would be him walking away again. I'm really ready for the ball to roll either way. I'm hoping for a visit this weekend though . . . I really do miss him and want to see him. I'll be disappointed if I don't get to see him . . but not crushed. I guess that's what's important right?
Well that's all for now . . . I'll be around later!
Cassie has just put it in his head that I am only after the money he is making now . . She has gotten him brainwashed into believing it.
I filed partially out of anger but honestly . . I would have lost my apartment if I didn't. I honestly had NO choice but to file. I've tried to explain this OVER AND OVER to him . . but he won't listen. You cannot recieve the assistance that I am recieving without having it filed if you and your spouse are seperate. . . sh*tty but true!
I try not to let it make me feel bad . . . I mean it would be different if he just willing supply for us. But he doesn't and won't.
Well . . . I'll let you all know how it goes . . . I'm bored tonight so you know I'll be around a lot!
Cassie has just put it in his head that I am only after the money he is making now . . Girl if you ever get a chance you can tell Cassie... nevermind. She has gotten him brainwashed into believing it.
I filed partially out of anger but honestly . . I would have lost my apartment if I didn't. I honestly had NO choice but to file. I've tried to explain this OVER AND OVER to him . . but he won't listen. STOP explaining yourself, Emily. IT IS HIS RESPONSIBILITY to PAY CHILD SUPPORT. You cannot recieve the assistance that I am recieving without having it filed if you and your spouse are seperate. . . sh*tty but true!
I try not to let it make me feel bad . . . I mean it would be different if he just willing supply for us. But he doesn't and won't.
Well . . . I'll let you all know how it goes . . . I'm bored tonight so you know I'll be around a lot! I'll look back in on you later then.
Quote: I am honestly expecting him to choose her over us once again . . so I guess maybe my expectations are sub zero.
Okay, I am going to DB you...
If he chooses you over OW - what are you going to be doing differently? What is he going to be doing differently? What is he going to be doing/saying differently?
It is one thing to want to see him, it is another to allow this to tear you down. I would recommend looking absolutely fabulous when/if he sees you this weekend. But for you - my opinion is that you look increadible and make him want you - but keep your distance. Let him pursuit you a bit so you can turn him down - in a nice way (I'm excited you feel this way. I would like to take it slow....).
You can be committed to your M but set boundaries and look out for you.
BTW - don't feel bad about the child support. If he was giving up the money already - it would be one thing. But he isn't and like it or not - the girls are his responsibilty too. So he is obligated to pay.
Quote: I'm bored tonight so you know I'll be around a lot!
Don't let the boredom get you down. Stay busy!!!! My kids go with their dad this weekend and I hate it. I hate being alone without them. At least when they are home I have someone to keep me company.
I will check back with you every now and again so you won't be on here alone.
nevermind. 