wHAT ARE YOU DOING????????? MY SWEET LOVELY, SEXY, PRECIOUS DEAR.. You are growing up and also detaching you are seeing that you are a worthwhile woman I have no advice for what to do ,,, but will tell you do not give in,, keep following your heart and your strength. Do not let him come and ruin it, my stilettos are still ready...LMAO You are a beautiful Woman Emily and you are well on your way. If when he comes around it brings you down then work on your strategy for not letting him take away your spirit. .......he does not deserve to take what you have worked so hard for. I will not allow you to. You still have my email. Feel free to drop me a line any time you need encouragement. I am here for you.{{{ I do not always get to the board every day so by all means send an email}} I want to be here for you when the day comes and you say " I am so F*CKING happy I can not stand it ,it feels soooooooo good!!" I want you to know happiness to know joy and to live in the truth. Give those gifts to yourself honey....you deserve it and your daughters will grow up to be beautiful , beautiful Women.And you will finally know peace. God bless...