...I would be very careful EMILY. RE ; the sex issue. Cold showers and other forms of supression work well. I think you will be stroking his ego far tooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo much if you let him have you. Just like you said you are special .... I have had to have STD tests too during my M b/c of my H. {{{ not good, do they even care where she has been?}}}}You said yours all came back good lets keep it that way.Just my opinion though honey...

My H called 2/3 times during the day this most recent time to
"see" my results. I dunno what he was so worried about " He" supposedly used a condom... I was scared, the more he called to be honest. Thank God everything turned out negative.. .

He just needs to know that you ... ARE NOT A DOORMAT!!!!!!!! I KNOW it is hard but pray about it and I am sure you will understand. You are still sounding strong underneath the surface, I am proud of you. Keep up the hard work...
God Bless...