Is it unfair to take the sex back?

[74Kim]

We had a really good session. My H and I do not think that our C is that great.We are gonna search for someone else. but we will continue to go to her in the meantime. I think we actually have better communication with ourselves then with her, she really doesnt do much but listen to us and tell us what we meant by it.I just get nervous doing that because I am afraid that he will change his mind about going.

I have to say that H has been great. it is me that over analyzes everything. I cant but help to have negative feelings. He also reassured me that the main reason he had the A was not anything that I did, or he didnt like. It was all the craziness in this house with all the stress and all the kids. He just wanted out. Which I figure, because I feel the same way at times. I just wouldnt have the A. Nobody could understand the demands from 4 babies. The stress that it could cause. I sound as if I am making excuses, but I am living it. He is working on ways to not let the stress build in him. And I have seen him working it out.

.I am terrible when i am angry or upset i have to know now!

I am so like that. I can not let it rest until I get an answer, then I am usually fine. But yeah you had to be going crazy in the middle of your H A. Atleast mine is out of the whole thing, and it is just a memory to him. Although he tries and to tell me that he doesnt even think of her at all. Am I stupid to believe him?

But all in all, I had not such a good day, but I feel great now. Tomorrow should be pretty good if tonight was.

Thanks for all the luv!
Kim