Hi all! Hope someone is still up out there. By the time I get home and get onto the computer, most of you are fast asleep. That sounds good right about now, but just wanted to journal a bit.

D4 birthday coming up this Saturday! The BIG 5! She's excited! H came over this Sunday and had the "itch!" Our d was in our bed b/c when I bring the kids back from staying over my parents, d4 wants to sleep w/ me. Couldn't believe it! Well, couldn't even remember the last time we ML.

We had "our" time and then I fell back asleep! Just so tired from work and shuffling the kids back and forth between home and my parents. I needed to sleep in. We had breakfast, then he left. Said he'd back, didn't say how long. Thought it was a short errand. That "errand" turned out to be 4 hrs. long! WTF! I didn't ask when he came back. By that time the kids just wanted to go to the pool, w/ or w/o daddy. I was upset but didn't show it, at least not that much. I was a bit distant. H hung out at home til early evening. I dropped the kids off to my parents and when I came back he was gone. Kinda of bummed out, wanted to talk, but I guess that was for the better. Supposed to meet up tomorrow to get b-day gift for d. Hope he'll be able to squeeze time for that.

Anyway, making plans to stay at a hotel during the last week before "black out" period kicks in for work. Want to spend as much time w/kids before my babies go away (3 weeks! what am I gonna do) S6 has been bugging me about wanting to stay at a hotel, so I'm going to do that, just us 3. If H wants to join, he's welcome.