Done! And let me just say . . . WHEW! I'm glad to hear that you aren't throwing in the towel!
OK . . I just have to say. I am scared! I don't want Kevin to let me down. It's a huge weight that he's carrying. I have my own to carry though . . . we're all full up here! Amy I just don't know if I can tell him to bugger off.
I don't know exactly what he thinks .. . or exactly what he wants. It seems to change with the day. I know that he is still with her and will be until at least the 18 . . maybe indefinately. How do I convince myself that taking the risk of telling him the way it's gonna be is worth losing my marriage. I'm scared to be the one that screws it all up. I mean he hasn't filed yet. Hell he hasn't even taken my photos of his wallet (he said, "There was an US and that will never change why give up all the memories). I feel like a still have a toe over the line. Maybe I'd be better off without him, but I got into this mess . . I'm gonna stick with it. LOL! I just need to know how to proceed. Do I really get tough with him?
