Nope you didn't make me mad.
But I bet I can make you more angry!
LOL

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Okay, so you updated him about the baby - great - but you know what? He should have called you! And if the b*tch in the truck with him has a problem with that and he caves in to her and doesn't call to check on his baby, well that ought to open your eyes to the fact he hasn't changed one damn bit.



I only called and updated him after Monday because it was an unexpected appointment. I had a doctors appointment and when I went they reminded me of something to do with her.
I left a VM (as he didn't have service when I called) and he called me back as soon as he could (I guess).

That's all.
It's not a great defense of him . . . but that's what it was about.

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Tell him not to call you until he dumps the trash at the next truckstop and spends a minimum of 2 weeks alone on the road.



He won't just drop her in another state. . . she's not me.
OK that's really not funny . . but it's true!
Anyway. . . he's suppose to be dropping her off on the 18 (when he comes back for "home" time). That's when he wants to come see the girls (the 19th).

I had actually thought about telling him just not to call me until he was done with her.
If he calls me today I just may do that.
Make him face the fact that I'm serious about not going back and forth with her again. We'll see how he feels after he's "without" as a back up again.
He misses me when he doesn't have me / misuses me when he does.

Thanks Amy . . . I think I'll tell him not to call me again until she's gone and he wants to come see the girls.
Wow . . it'll be hard.
I'm scared!

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Oh I already know what you're thinking.
You're thinking "but he'll go back to Cassie".
Well that is exactly what you need to know.
Because if he does, you don't need him anyway.

Cut the cord Emily.
You are not his Mama.



I was/ and AM thinking this Amy.
I guess maybe I just don't want to know the truth.
I don't want to know that I'm not as good as her.
I want to be worthwhile in HIS eyes.
I know I know that's wrong . . . but it's the truth.