Well since I've made you cry now let me take a shot at pissing you off.
I realize I have missed a lot and I don't expect you to bring me up to date but I want to know why you even give that SOB the time of day.
Okay, so you updated him about the baby - great - but you know what? He should have called you! And if the b*tch in the truck with him has a problem with that and he caves in to her and doesn't call to check on his baby, well that ought to open your eyes to the fact he hasn't changed one damn bit.
Waiting...allowing him to go through, hell MAKING him go through this crap alone is what you have to do.
Waiting and being there for him WHEN HE GETS IT ALL STRAIGHT is ALL you need to do.
Until then, do not talk to him, Emily.
Make it clear to Kevin that you are working on your own issues and believing God for the restoration of your marriage but draw a CLEAR LINE that Kevin CAN SEE AND CAN NOT CROSS.
Tell him not to call you until he dumps the trash at the next truckstop and spends a minimum of 2 weeks alone on the road.
This wanna-be man is an expert at coming up with something, anything to fill the space in his life that demands his honest attention. Don't let him use you.
Oh I already know what you're thinking.
You're thinking "but he'll go back to Cassie".
Well that is exactly what you need to know.
Because if he does, you don't need him anyway.
