Fair enough kml.
I had planned on having those things you talked about (drug/support/etc.) set in place, IF he indeed wants to come back.
It's still a full week away.

If he calls should I talk with him? As long as it doesn't consist of our R talk.
and . . what about letting him see the kids next weekend?

This is hard for me.
I want to be back in the marriage. I understand though why it cannot happen overnight. I'm just tired of waiting . . . I feel like I've already been waiting FOREVER!!
You all know how I feel.

On a slightly different note . . . I got my new plugs today!
WHOOPIE! LOL
I have earrings again!
I couldn't be happier .. .
OK . . so really I could .. . but you know what I mean

Any and all thought about next weekend will be accepted . . Thanks guys!