Quote: Tell Kevin to get his ass back in that truck when he drops off his tramp and hit the road.
Believe me, the highway will not allow him to outrun his demons.
He'll have to face them when he's out there all alone.
That's necessary, Emily!
If you let him come back, or even think he's "back together" with you, you will be doing him more harm than good.
As I am sure you know I'm scared to death of this.
I'm scared that if I do it he'll think there's no point in even trying.
What a mess. I stand here and wait and let him get away stuff because truly I am scared to death of losing it all. I don't want the D . . . I don't want my girls to not have their dad. I don't want any of those things.
Amy are you saying that I should tell him not to come see the girls this weekend. I really wanted him to even if it ment him NOT seeing me at all. I want him to see Kiya again . . . She's got me so scared. He wants to see Felina for her b-day. I mean I could tell him that I can't see him . . . something . . but shouldn't I let him see his kids?
I'm scared . . I'm scared of losing it all. I know I can't help him fight his demons but I sure wish I could. I sure wish I could get inside his head and know what he is thinking. I wish I could know if this is some plan that he and Cassie cooked up to get me . . or if this is really coming from his heart. Only time will tell. . .
Now to steel myself. I'm scared to death . . . please tell me what moves to make for next weekend.
