Thanks RB . . . I did just that. I only read a few but then I remember the jist of all of them was SET BOUNDARIES and make 'em stick.
I'm just ready to be done. If he won't file this week . . . I will. I don't really have the money, but I'll find it. I'm ready for this whole mess to be over. I'm ready to move on. I'm ready to not have to hurt anymore. This is not a plea for help. This is a boundary. I can't set any. I mean I can't say if he doesn't call me. He's at work and his cell is always in roaming anyway (not really suppose to work out side of PA anyway) I can't say he has to get rid of her RIGHT NOW . . . kinda stuck until this next weekend. (18 or 19) I'm sort of powerless . . IF I stay with him.
I need to think but I can't get my head right. I can't figure out how to make it better but to just end this whole mess. I'm scared to death of being divorced and I'm scared of custody stuff . . I'm scared $hitless . . but maybe that's why I have to do this one thing.
