UGH I know it's been like 15 minutes since I last posted. Sorry all.
Does anyone have a clue what my H is thinking? No? ME NEITHER! It's driving me nuts!!!!! I mean is he just trying to pull his having his cake and eating it too? I don't think she knows we've been talking at all. Except that one day about Kiya. I am angry. I AM NOT THE OW D@MN IT I AM HIS WIFE That's ME . . NOT HER!!
What the heck do I do? I know detach right? The only way we could be anymore detached really is to D. Maybe that's what needs to happen. I am sick of limbo. I HATE being without him . . . BUT I almost HATE being with him just as much (all the secrets lies and time spent apart anyway.) I'd rather have a 1 or 2 year wait and get a boyfriend that lives close and just start all over.
