No call from my H yesterday. I called his phone this morning for no apparent reason . . BACKSLIDE I know. I left a VM saying I had some news and a quesion. (That's all) Well he called me back this morning. I asked if he was mad at me . . he said no he was sorry BUT he had been REALLY busy. . . as soon as he got his headset for his phone he'd talk to me all day. *rolls eyes* He heard Felina and asked me to appologize to her for him not getting anything for her b-day he also said he'd make it up when he "came home" next weekend. It would home sometime Sat leave sometime Sun.
I am TOTALLY frustriaghted with the WHOLE sitch. I feel like he and I can never work anything out with all the distance inbetween us let alone the OW that he is currently with 24-7.
I just want to sit right down and cry my eyes out. I miss my H. . . and now I don't even get to talk to him . . and he spends ALL this time with her. *sigh*
I was better off without him. . . why do I have to love him so??/
