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I would LOVE to know why women love complete a$$holes . . . seems to fit my sitch to a T!


Sheesh I would love to know this too. I am in love with a jerk with a nice a$$. I dunno why we are in love with them ?
.... it is just a feeling and like you said it doesn't die overnite. I sometimes think it would be easier to turn it off like a faucet so it does not hurt so much. WHAT I WILL TELL YOU and I am not much for advice you know, I am more about moral support.

I think that you love him so much it clouds everything, been there done that, I would like for you to keep levelheaded.This is a great big request on my part.RemeMber how he waivers and how he needs to find his feelings for himself. I let my H do this {{ IT WAS REAL HARD, IT WAS LIKE I WAS SITTING ON MY HANDS}and now I am making the mistake of thinking I can make him see things and make him see that he is hurting me and change.
THIS DOES NOT WORK, LIKE MANY HAVE TOLD ME HERE ----------------->YOU CAN ONLY CONTROL YOU.

They will only change when they are good and ready not any time before that.
I think you are doing well. I am going to read more about what has happened in the past two days and post again, Sorry I have been busy working for my H. I do not get a salary I just work for him, he is self employed.
I want you to keep smiling , stay calm , keep the Pma and keep strong. You can do this you just need to KEEP CALM AND REMEMBER YOU ARE WORTH ALOT , just like you tell me..
God bless...