Lastnight around 11 my H called me . . . and we talked for an hour and a half. He IS in fact REALLY worried about Kiya. His OW though kept bitching at him because obviously to find out about Kiya he has to talk to me. So without really asking she is asking him to choose between his kids and her.
He said he can't stand anymore. They been on the road together since last Thursday and he said he wants to throw her out onto the highway in another state and just keep driving. He said he misses me . . . he said, "For some reason Emily I always love you . . and even when I REALLY think I want to I can't get you out of my head. I don't really want you out of my life for good." He hasn't filed for the D . . . said he doesn't plan on it. Said as soon as they get home (August 18) . . he is dropping her off and he's going to be done with her. He said this was great for him because he realized that she's all wrong for him. . . etc.
Geesh . . . the poor guy. We chatted it up . . . just talking about general stuff. It was nice to just talk to him without expectations or questions or ANYTHING! He called me this morning too . . . just to say goodmorning and tell me it might be a few days before he can call again (depending on what state he has to go to next).
I don't know what to do? How do I react? What do I do? He wants to come see the girls and I on the 19th (he said that too . . he said, "I want to see my kids but could I come for you too?")
I don't want to go through this cycle again guys. What do I do?
