Thanks Ali . . . and also You're MORE than Welcome! Any and all things I can do to help!
Well I got my PA Driver's Manual .. . to study so that I can go and take my test. I also got the physical done yesterday at my doctors appointment.
My mother is still being VERY VERY short with me. She's still angry with me I think. When I told my Dad about Kiya and Wendy similarities he was taken back . . .speechless. My Mom seemed cold about it. She did say though, "I'm just praying for her to be healed." I said, "and so am I."
She's horribly frustraighting. I mean I was trying to be pleasant and have a little convo. My neighbors got evicted . . so that means there's a three bedroom opening up. . and I am going to call today and see if it's filled yet . . if not I'm going to see if there's anyway I could get into it (I'm in a two bedroom right now).
Alright July 30th when my H left. I know I told you guys that he got into my apartment and took 4 XBox Games 1 phonecard 2 movies. . BUT . . . I just realized that my DIGITAL CAMERA is gone as well! A$$HOLE!
The next time I see him I am going to rip him open. I don't care how it makes me look . . I absolutely HATE HIM! I hope to God I never see him again except for on the other side of that courtroom because I'll kill him.
It's probably more important to him to be able to film himself %T^& her than it is for me to be able to take those pictures of the girls that I can e-mail. I also made a year in the life film for Felina (0 - 1 year of video clips).
I don't know how long I have with Kiya (hopefully FOREVER) but I can't even take a video of her now! A$$HOLE!!! OH . . GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR He's lookin ta get hurt . . and I'm in the mood! The claws are coming out . . . AND this time they are NOT retractable. He made his damn bed . . . he can sleep in it!
WOW, thanks for being a friend Emily. I LOVE Shania Twain, skate shoes/flip flops feel free to come kick my -ss.
My boys loves skate gear too , my personal favorite, my hooded pink and grey sweater from VOLCOM...
with my stilettos from BEBE.
///////// a MARTINI and an American Spirit cigarette. LOL///////////
Today like they say in the Commercials--------DO NOT ATTEMPT THESE THINGS AT HOME. And in my case I m not a trAinEd proffesional jut a 35 year old woman who likes to laugh at herself, do not worry. I haven't had A martini in a loooooooooooong time. But my VOLCOM sweater is great... My keyboard is also broken, sheesh. This on screen key board s-cks .
Well I got into talk about the OW ////// LAST NITE///// and it got ugly. My H sed mean things to me,then sed he only says them cause I frustrate him. I got really good advice from JOKERMAN, this place really helps me.
Thanks for the song it made me cry and laugh at the same time, sheesh and I have no cigarettes, my nasty habit I picked up in the last few months. I am trying to quit////// trying that word means SH-T/NOTHING, you either do or you don't.
BTW I am really proud of you. Your PMA F-ING ROCKS ...... love ya......ALI
XOXOXOXO for THE QUEEN AND HER PRINCESSES' GOD BLESS...
Thanks so much Ali! Don't worry girl after the baby I started smoking again! It's a bad habit . . and when people bitch at me I always tell them . .
Hey we all kill ourselves somehow . . I just want to make sure I do it right
I'm kinda an a$$hole!
I really like my DVS . . they seem to be holding up REALLY well . . . I don't actually skate . . hell I tripped over a board as a kid and broke my arm . . yeah I'm THAT talented! Blind is actually my FAVORITE skate company! I love their stuff. There boards hold up nice too (my H is a skater) Umm. . . Volcom . . has some cute stuff . . . I've seen them in my Danscomp. Did your boys just watch the X-Games . . I know I did. I was sitting there yelling at the TV when Bob Burnquist and Bucky Lasek bailed . . . And I watch a special on Tony Hawk the other night! Definately cool!
Which reminds me I ordered myself some cheap earrings on e-bay! I'd say I'd take a picture and show you all . . but my last post covered that. They are 2G . . . which means that yes I have my ears gauged. They were at 00G . . . but I've had them out probably better than a year . . . and they've dropped 2 steps or so. Should be awesome! I'm soooooo excited. I only ever took them out because I kept losing my jewelry . . and My H forever promised to buy me new . . . we he didn't so I FINALLY did something for myself!
Let it out - get angry. But do it here. If he did take something from you, there are ways to work on getting it back. If nothing else - once they start garnishing his wages, you can buy a new one after you get those well needed items for your sweet little angels.
I just said a prayer for your little one. I hope all goes well with her and I will continue to pray.
BTW - Emily don't let anyone tell you that you are not a beautiful person - both inside and out. I checked out your myspace page - you are a cutie and your H is a fool. I agree with AmyC - he will self distruct.
Thanks so much Santhony! It's always nice to hear a kind word! I still can't believe he took that camera! ARG! So frustraighting! He just keeps stealing from me!
I was actually coming back quick to ask if anyone knew where Amy is today? She's normally around by now?! Busy day or meltdown? I worry about her when she isn't around! Anyone know?
THANKS.... it made me smile and tear up a little, you look like such a beautiful self assured girl. Me too, now if only we felt that way everyday. We are soooooooo close. Sheesh,you make me feel old. Talk to you later.... God bless...
I got the email,,, left to get my cigarettes, bad girl. ///////I know /////// .....nobody is perfect, but we try everyday. The light shines brighter and one day we will quit Smoking Im sure of it. KEEP SMILING HONEY, I am sooooooooo proud of you.
, my personal favorite, my hooded pink and grey sweater from VOLCOM... 
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//// you have seen my ugly mug. Your turn. 
but we try everyday. The light shines brighter and one day we will quit Smoking Im sure of it.