I wish I knew. She says that they are worried about me. Strange way of showing it if you asked me. And like I said she said she's tired of doing EVERYTHING for me and getting treated like crap. Sure I've been a little moody . . . but hell . . I think I'm doing a great job given the circumstances. The only reason she feels that way is because we don't see eye to eye about how Felina should be raised (rules and boundry wise) and I call her on it because Felina is MY daughter not hers.
Amy I guess I feel like I am "damaged goods" because my biological mother had three children . . . kept my older sister and my younger sister and got rid of me. She refuses to meet me even still . . and I've never met my younger sister. I've met my grandparents and aunts and uncles and my older sister. We are pretty close . . . could pass for twins even . . LOL!
Anyway . . I've never gotten a straight story about why I was given up . . . probably never will . . but I'm not searching for that as much as I used to be.
I understand that I am the only one who can change . . I can't change everyone else . . I guess I just don't see how I change and benefit the sitch.
It's all crap!! It really stung when I got the voicemail . . probably why they did it. I mean couldn't he leave me for her and not be ignorant and mean about it?
