I am so stressed! I have that doctors appointment today at 1:30!
I am trying to just not think about everything . . . but everything feels so wrong.
What is it about me? I try to be a good person . . I try to treat people fairly. . . I really do. But I always seem to rub everyone the wrong way. WTH!
I am so frustraighted with myself. I mean I started my life as "damaged goods" with my parents not wanting me. Then my adoptive parents I feel didn't live up to the task of "fixing" things. . . from there it's been a life of people walking out. Now my H has thrown me out like yesterdays garbage. . . What is it about me?
I feel like if I could figure that out I'd be golden . . but as of yet (21 years of soul searching) and I still haven't found my down falling.
