Alright . . . It'll probably be afternoon before I get on tomorrow . . I'm going horseback riding tomorrow morning. Should be lots of fun.
I did a lot of nothing today. I just wasn't in the mood to accomplish anything. Enh . . day today.
I am thinking about my H A LOT . . . I keep wondering where he is and what he's up to (with OW of course) . . . I wonder if he ever thinks of me or the girls. I wonder if he worries about Kiya at all. She's really number one on my brain . . . but I have wait the six weeks before I can find anything else out (Like wether it's definately just her bladder or whether it is all kidney related.) I can't set dates like that with my H . . like in 6 weeks we'll sit down and reevalute the sitch. There's really no more hope. I'm still waiting to see if he filed for the D . . . and I'm curious to see if he'll send his daughter a b-day card (her birthday is the 10th) . . . I'm also expecting those court dates from domestic relations this week.
Maybe that little conference will be sort of slap in the face for him . . . I'm hoping to have a friend take me down instead of my Dad. That way my parents can watch the girls . . . and I can go without the stess of interagations from my family.
So anywho . . I'll see you all tomorrow afternoon. HAVE A GREAT NIGHT AND WONDERFUL MORNING! Pray for my family as always . . . I hope I can get back to a totally sane place soon !
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