Well I got something accomplished anyway. Not that you'd know it just to walk right in if you've haven't been here in the last week.
I took all of my H's stuff (aside from a few of the tee shirts that were common property that I will wear) and almost threw it in the dumpster . . . BABY STEPS folks . . baby steps. . . . but I opted to put it in my over crowded hornet infested shed . .
So it's at least out of my house and out of my sight and out of my mind for awhile. I also took our "memory box" EVERYTHING from our relationship from love letters to wedding rings to baby congrats. and I put it out in the shed as well. That may never make it to the dumpster . . . but the girls may like to see it all someday. Maybe.
I organized one whole closet . . . WOW! If you would have seen the closet you'd understand. I got my dishes caught up. I got some laundry half done . . . I swept the floors . . . I cleaned up Felina's bedroom. Now to tackle getting rid of Felina toys AND cleaning my bedroom. My bedroom could take a year. So don't worry about me having an "gentlemen callers" I'd be embarrassed to take them to my room. . LOL! It's really awful. Our cloths have flown off hangers and out of drawers and into heaps (all clean mind you). Jeesh. All in my bedroom at that.
Imagine.
That was my day in a nutshell. . . I just keep thinking that my H is going start calling me . . and somehow will manage to at least be friends. I keep sincerely hoping that he will realize the sitch with his daughter should not just be shrugged off . . and he'll actually take interest. I do pray for him everynight . . . . sincerely . . and most nights I mention Cassie to God as well. Most of the time I'm thinking of a plague of toads while I am asking God to touch their hearts and their lives and such. But I do pray that my H will happy . . and mean it. I'm trying I REALLY am.
Well I guess my work isn't quite finished . . maybe you all (will get some tonight)<---this is what I had written . . AMY I THINK YOUR CONVO IS INFLUENCING MY BRAIN . . . good thing I proof read . . now then maybe you all will get online some tonight . . it's been pretty dead today.
