I do have a hard time standing up for myself. That I think is why he was so insistant the other night. I kept moving to another side of the couch (I have a sectional) and he would just move right with me and kept putting his arm around me or trying to lay on me. . I just kept moving. I tried to explain it to him that I wasn't looking for a relationship (I know I said this)
I feel like crap because he even tried anything . . it makes me feel like I cheated or something . . yuck. I don't know how my H ever really did cheat.
Well no divorce papers yet. I don't know if he really filed or not. Just the way he was talking it sounded like he had . . but he may not have. I guess will see.
I have to go clean my house . . the "tornado" has wrecked everything below 3 feet! LOL! I'll be back around later . . hopefully with a sense of accomplishment . . . probably not (she tears it down faster than I can put it up!)
