you burn up threads faster than a speeding bullet wow
I realise that when you get down you post on here and that it is most likely that there are big chunks of your life where you do ok
why don't you try and put a positive spin on your thread for awhile and tell us about the good things you are accomplishing by posting in the negative a lot you drag yourself down emotionally - you keep the circle of negative thoughts and feelings going try posting postive and thinking positive just for a little while it will have an effect on how you feel and how you handle things