She reminded me today that we had thought that when he showed up in December he has lost a MASSIVE amount of weight and looked sick . . . and we all thought he was doing drugs.
I know that back in October he started to "go out" with his "friends" more and he started to smoke pot . . . and I always questioned him about it (I have NEVER done anything like that . .and NEVER approved of him coming home high).
I always wondered if he wasn't doing stronger stuff then to.
Anyway . . . he backed off of it for awhile. Because of me.
My friend reminded me also that his little brother had told me that his whole family thinks Cassie has a problem with Speed or SOMETHING . . . .
SO my friend asked if maybe his "little soldiers" weren't marching quite straight at the time.
Considering that kidney problems are generally genetic and Felina is perfectly normal
I know that for a while he finally admitted this to me . . he was taking A LOT of "diet pills" to stay awake.
He admitted this to me while we were living seperate because he cut him self badly enough to need stitches AT WORK and refused to go to the doctor . . . . because they drug test.
Cheaper than speed same general effect if you take enough . . which leads to me believing he may have had a problem.
I couldn't tell you if he still does those things or not.
But it would explain why while he is here with me he FREAKS out so much and wants to sleep the whole time.
I thought maybe he just didn't sleep well away from me . . . hell I guess I'm a hopeless romantic.
