BI, I owe you some postin. Like with most of the "better" posters around here, I think many of us see your ability to communicate as an ability to handle your sitch without much input. I will check in on you soon.
As far as your words to me, thank you very much for your support. It truly means the world to me and when I think where I would be without this place, without you and everyone else here, I shudder.
Mama, I know we are in the same place in our sitch for the most part. Hang in there. It's only time. I know life is short, but since we are only going to move on from this (assuming the worst and it fails) living for us and our kids, the same thing we are doing today anyway, the only thing that needs to wait is some future relationship we are not ready for anyway.
Just keep perspective and on those bad days, let it out, allow yourself to feel, then get back up again. You've done it 1000 times before, the 1001st time is no different.
