Just a post to show support for you GH; I think about you on the weekends when you're not here.
My life is going to hell in the proverbial handbasket so I am of no use today, just wanted to say hello, and I understand your frustration; just remember that the M is still so fcuking fragile after an A, you have to tread lightly for a while. Lighter than you'd like, longer than you wish to. Trust me.
It sux to be us some days. Hang on, my friend. You are doing really well.
Forget the former things; do not dwell on the past. See, I am doing a new thing! Is 43:18-19
If it seems slow in coming, wait. It's on its way. It will come right on time. Hab 2:3