You know, the verbal reassural is nice....but you won't get it now. But, trust that she DOES notice and it DOES mean a lot. Which is why this phase is CONFUSING for her....she had previously convinced herself of your M and you, and now has to backtrack.
I was blamed for everything and nothing I did was good enough, or sincere enough, or done with a big enough smile for H. Recently, while peeking out of his MLC fog, he admitted that I had changed, and that he knew my changes were sincere and happily done and that "he was not emotionally available to receive it." I nearly fell out of my chair, for him to admit that.
Your time will come. Just know that YOU are different and it should matter most to you.
We are proud of how far you have come, little GH. Very, very proud.
