Nine Months and loosing ground

[missingwifey]

I am at the crossroads. I spoke to Wifey today and asked her what time to meet her and the kids at her house (per our discussion yesterday). After three interrupted conversations (one interrupted by OM) she informed me that basically I wasn't going to see them at all this weekend. I told her that her actions speak louder than words. She than tried spin her way gracefully out of seeing me this weekend but the botton line was she obviously had no interest. I am going dark again. This will be it for me. If she eventually pursues, I hope it won't be to late. I have lost that loving feeling and I am letting go.