Nine Months and loosing ground

[missingwifey]

Thanks GH:
Yesterday was just another bad day..I appreciate you putting it into perspective. Up until recently, I saw so much promise (I always found hope). I realize that the hope lies within me and the actions I take. This is what will ultimately influence the outcome. I feel like she views me as the enemy right now..it hurts. I think going dark is the only option for me right now. I need to distance for my own good.