Is This Where I Belong?

[fandgmom]

How does one deal with the anger of betrayal? Or deal with trust issues?

I think I've grown a lot over the past several months, but am dealing now with a lot of strange feelings. Sometimes feeling like I got the short end of the stick. Sometimes feeling like I should be overjoyed that he decided to come back to me. But, feel like I should have just booted him to the curb.

Any thoughts would be greatly appreciated.

P&S

Hey girlfriend,
I moved over here also. I am dealing with those same feelings. I am sure it is normal, but it is not easy, is it? Many days I do sit and ask myself if I am a fool for taking H back so easily? Then I remember how much I love this man and how much it means to me for my family to be together. Then I go back to the "but I don't deserve for things to be like this - for there to be such trust issues now and for me to feel so scared at times"

Wanted to say hi and send some hugs. Hope to hear from you soon.