oh, honey, yuck. I am so sorry. I cannot imagine this pain MULTIPLE times. Good Lord. I want to smack your H and give you a hug.
Okay, I'm not much for subtle, and I don't have any experience with an over-and-over yoyo spouse to give you any good advice but just wanted to offer my support to you.
You may want to post on JokerMan's thread in Newcomers forum ("I'm the one on the couch") and ask him to come check out your situation here and offer insight - he's the "cheater" in his marriage and has been a great help to many who want to know what's up in their unfaithful spouse's head/heart.
Forget the former things; do not dwell on the past. See, I am doing a new thing! Is 43:18-19
If it seems slow in coming, wait. It's on its way. It will come right on time. Hab 2:3
