loosing hope and hurting

[seporateddadof2]

As I was getting ready to take our Ds to my W and OM Apt. My W called me and said that OM invited me to stay over a while and have a burger and a beer. I shocked eventually said I accept. I went over there skeptical and confused. If being around OM meant I got to spend time around my W and Ds I thought I should give it a try. The evening was pleasent and neutral. OM said he hoped that I come again and more often. I just said maybe well see. I spent most the time with my Ds eating burgers and watching a kid movie. A little time talking to my W about her job and kids and stuff like that. I avoided talking to him as much as I could without being obveously rude. I planed on being cival and I was. So at the end I kissed my girls good-nite. hugged my W and left. .... I have alot of mixed up emotions about tonight. Why did he invite me? What does this mean? I felt like I was a guest in another familys home but that was my W and my kids. What does all this mean?I could really use some perspective here.