loosing hope and hurting

[seporateddadof2]

I just got back from having lunch with my W. I have been PMA and doing some good persuit that she has been receptive too. Flirting complements appreciation talk etc. She needed a CC that came in the mail at my house and asked me the favor of bringing it. I agreed and said I would bring it and lunch to her job. lunch was going well I complemented her dress she looked pleased. everything was fine until.... I asked her about how she and OM were doing. she said they were fine and talked about his new job. I also asked if he was still talking about moving out. (she told me he was the other day.) She said yes. I asked if that mean that they were broken up.....She never admitted to the A even though she moved out with him. So i was half expecting a denial and half expecting her to egnore the Q. Instead she said that It was hard to define their relationship and she knew she was being selfish but she just wants to take care of herself right now. Even though men want different she doesnt care. She started asking what was wrong and if I wanted to talk about it . I silently said no I dont want to push you away and I think it is time I leave. I couid feel the tears welling up inside me. I threw my trash away and she asked me if I was gonna be ok. I said I have no choice but to be. Ill be fine. She moved to hug me and I backed up. she said bye and i just walked away. Not cold or rude just quiet and polite. She called me about 15min later and I ignored it. and again 5min after that. I turned my phone off at that point. I barely made it out of her office and I still dont know what to say to her so until I do im going dark.
I thought we were making progress. I invisioned us working things out. Not anymore. at least not now. I am so hurt. I thought that OM moving out was a step forward. I thought her being receptive and curious was a sign. I asked her for what i wanted that was for her to call me once a week without needing something and she said she felt she already did. I am so confused. I dont know how much more I can take of this. I feel like I should file and just be done. last last LRT. tell her ILH enough to let her go and do it.