"Why is it that he wants me most when he can't have me or when I am feeling less interested than usual?"
You know, the funny thing is that I am the same way. For some reason I desire the heck out of my W in the morning, a time when she has more difficulty with desire. Especially for some reason when we are getting ready for church. I guess it is because she rarely "dresses up" anymore. It does cause some tension between us.
"Other things are good. My ultrasound is next Monday. That will tell us if things are looking ok."
Deep heartfelt wishes for success coming your way. I can remember the feelings I had waiting for the results of the blood test to see if the hormones had increased enough, or was this going to be another miscarriage. I remember that for the pregnancy that resulted in our twins, the second blood test showed no increase in hormone level, the same thing that had happened in the two miscarriages. I remember going home that evening and just crying for hours with my W. The doctors wanted to take a third blood test to confirm, because there can be anomalous results. A few days later the nurse called me all excited because the hormone level had shot up through the roof. I let the nurse call my W because she was a family friend to tell my W the good news. A few minutes later a breathless W called me on the phone, her voice full or more joy than I had ever heard. It was one of those defining moments.
Best wishes to you,
Chrome
"Recollect me darlin, raise me to your lips, two undernourished egos, four rotating hips"
