Re Lil But you must promise that you won't bail when BB starts to get jealous I am not going to bail.
I went out again tonight. I invited BB but she said no and suggested the people I was going to see were too busy for company. I went w/o feeling anything except for my original reasons to go in the first place.
"What difference does it really make to you if she THINKS you're acting moody?" Because I was acting moody/withdrawn. And that is not how I want to act. I can imagine being like that around friends and after a while even my friends see our interactions are sub-par.
This behavior is not exactly good H material or actions. Being moody or frustrated as a result of listening to BB's strong opinions, based on her wish list of unfunded/undo-able ideas, does grate on my ability to be supportive.
When I am trying to build or maintain a fairly rewarding with BB, I see the cycle of negativity and me withdrawing having the non-supportive effect. Other times withdrawing works.
There is still the thought in my mind, that a person gets more from a R using honey, than using vinegar. I see it (honey) not working sometimes.
With BB being more up-beat, I notice it is a lot easier to ignore some of the same annoying things she said on Sunday.
I guess I better go to bed somewhat on time. This being on the inter-net till 2-3AM has me tired.
