Both GEL
that should be easy to do"...as in you would think it should be, but it's not easy for you?
Because with some past history it wasn't easy.

"that should be easy to do"...as in That's easy enough to do for you...no problem?
It is a simple enough thing to do and feeling disconnected/not responsible for the outcome helps. It also helps to let go of the past.

I will report a better day. Not much negativity, BB liked several things today.

Last evening I was gone from 5:30 til 9:30. The church has several in-home groups. I met a lawyer/CPA, a truck repair shop owner with 10 employees, and a city building permit department head. We had a "this is what was on my mind" chat session in one of the guys garage that lives on 80 acres way out of town.

It was nice to meet some successful go-getter's. some of the guys came from humble beginnings.

Lou