Here's another handy dandy 180, lie. Tell H you had computer problems and being able to respond was sketchy. Ok, honestly, I don't recommend lying, but sometimes wouldn't you like too? Other than that, I'm wandering limbo land with you, feeling much the same. You've one upped me though, you've got financial security in your M. Money doesn't buy happiness, but I think it can help relieve stress and give you confidence.
So, I've really said nothing to help you, but here..... ((((Opti)))) Cuddle up with the dog and stay warm, just don't let the cold wet nose get under your jammies.
Live your life while you are still living. Riding the trail less traveled.
