Feeling a little less angry today and a little more sad. But, such is life. Split my breakfast in the car with S4 this morning because I forgot to pack him a snack too. Then when I walked into work there were two big bags of chocolate and I grabbed two of the miniature twix. I sat down at my desk and as I was biting into that first piece of chocolate I wrote down my points of focus to start off the day. The first one was weightloss/fitness...ooops, nearly forgot already. So I put the second piece of chocolate back. OK-good, now all I have to do is avoid grabbing from those bags for the rest of the day. And I wrote it down here to try to help me be more accountable...we'll see how that works.
My second focus point is to put my worrying energy into my book. I am leaving early for a dental appointment today and my plan is to get home just early enough to do some last minute editing on a chapter I'm working on and print it out for my writers group tonight. Then I have to pick S4 up at daycare and run him over to my mom's and get to the group.
But, that is later on, and my final focus point is to be present at work. I have let myself get so behind with all this planning for my future stuff I get so wrapped up in. Time to be here and now. I just need to keep my focus on those three points until January, then I will reassess...fitness, book, work.
So...I'm signing off for now and it's down to business!
