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I did hear more about that job in CA from my friend. She forwarded me an email from a guy who I would work next to if I was offered the job and accepted. It doesn't sound like a very exciting job and I think it's still a little low on the food chain for what I want (story of my life), but the office sounds like a good environment, the hours don't sound too long, my best freind lives 10 minutes away, my dad lives 3 hours away, I could get back into my favorite water sport, the pay is ok for the town. Maybe there would be good opportunity for advancement or transfer to another job in the area. So I submitted my application yesterday.

This job is at the unit H served at before we transferred to AK and he dropped the bomb. While he was there I was still in the service and working 60 miles north of that. We lived in the middle and commuted oposite directions. Ironically I just got an email from H asking my opinion about a billet that might be open at the unit I worked at. I'm imagining me working at his old unit and him working at my old unit, living in the same place (the only place) we lived together in CA. We both hated our perspective units back then. I wonder if we could like it if we switched up. And of course the boss's have changed out, which makes the difference if nothing else does.

That's just a funny thought. It would feel like stepping back in time. But I no longer believe in those kinds of signs. Experience has shown me that what ever I see in my mind, won't look the same at all in reality. It's almost as if I can rule out future possibilities by fantasizing about them. That way I can be sure they won't happen.


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