Yes, I do want H to be a part of my life. If only it was ME who made all the decisions!
I still have not heard H's "formulated" reply to my email. He may not be able to use the internet right now, but it sounds a lot like his comment that we should wait to have any discussion about our future until his leave, then his refusal to bring it up or give me much of a chance to when he was finally on leave. A lot of putting me off. And one day, I'm sure of it, ONE DAY (fingers crossed) someone is going to offer me a job and I'm going to have to make a decision by myself.
Nicole-
Are you still out there? I can't find any threads that you are keeping theses days, just a few posts to others threads here and there. Are things just unchanging for you?
